Lessons Learned

WHAT ARE YOU DOING.

Sun, 07 Aug 2011 23:42:39 -0400

Hey God. It’s me.

I don’t know what you’re doing, but I think I like it. I think I’m going to be so happy with this, even though it may take a while. I just.. I mean… I don’t know, God! I HAVE SO MUCH HOPE AND HAPPINESS INSIDE MY HEART AND I KNOW NOT FROM WHENCE IT COMES! I just know where I hope it comes from, that is. Please, please, pretty please can my plan and your plan be the same plan? I know yours is better in the end and all, but can we collaborate? Only kidding, you know best. But if you’re doing what I think you’re doing… AH!!! Please oh please oh please.

Wow. Look at that. I’m a middle schooler all over again, only perhaps this time it’s going to work in my favor.. Hmm.. I have butterflies and giggles and I only just met this guy! Could it finally be happening? WHAT ARE YOU DOING?

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Cutesy fabric button earrings I made today! (Taken with...

Mon, 25 Jul 2011 15:18:40 -0400

Cutesy fabric button earrings I made today! (Taken with instagram)

Taken with instagram

Thu, 21 Jul 2011 16:05:15 -0400

Taken with instagram

For Samantha and Chloe! (Taken with instagram)

Mon, 11 Jul 2011 16:51:06 -0400

For Samantha and Chloe! (Taken with instagram)

Get out of there! (Taken with instagram)

Sun, 10 Jul 2011 09:43:39 -0400

Get out of there! (Taken with instagram)

Hello craft of the day! (Taken with instagram)

Sat, 09 Jul 2011 12:36:19 -0400

Hello craft of the day! (Taken with instagram)

Thanks.

Fri, 08 Jul 2011 16:57:46 -0400

xsammypants:

In a hole.

Fri, 08 Jul 2011 16:53:37 -0400

I’m climbing down into a hole where you can’t get to me anymore. I’ve felt like an idiot for months, as well as feeling like I’ve been used, hurt, and forgotten. You’re the one who made me feel like I do. You made me believe that I was something to you when I really wasn’t. You didn’t mean the things you said, but you allowed me to think that you really did mean them, that you were being honest. I don’t believe you anymore. You can’t get to me while I’m here in the ground. I’m safe as long as you stay up there and I stay down here. Don’t get any closer. Please. Please just let me stay here, away from you, until I’m absolutely sure that I can climb out again. And when I’m ready, I’ll stand up a little straighter, lift my chin up, and walk right past you into the embrace of someone new. You’re done, and now I am, too. This is me saying goodbye.

Baby chickens!! (Taken with instagram)

Thu, 07 Jul 2011 17:44:09 -0400

Baby chickens!! (Taken with instagram)

Happy birthday, America!

Mon, 04 Jul 2011 18:12:26 -0400

Happy birthday, America!

Secrets..

Fri, 01 Jul 2011 00:29:17 -0400

I enjoy being rebellious, even if it’s in my own little way that happens to be nowhere near anyone else’s take on being a rebel. But you know, it works for me, and I enjoy it. Boosh.

I HATE YOU.

Thu, 30 Jun 2011 10:32:30 -0400

Stupid phone. You suck. I’m going to get rid of you and get an iPhone. Take that.

When you hear something Harry Potter related on the tv in another room:

Thu, 30 Jun 2011 10:13:29 -0400

mugglesdontgetit:

you run like the wind:

stand in the doorway like:

watch it intently:

when it’s over:

but you remember to keep your cool:

and everyone’s like:

but all you can say is:

Photo

Thu, 30 Jun 2011 10:12:09 -0400

Photo

Thu, 23 Jun 2011 22:06:53 -0400

So I will share this room with you, and you can have this heart...

Sun, 12 Jun 2011 17:03:11 -0400

So I will share this room with you, and you can have this heart to break.

Happy and Hopeful.

Sat, 04 Jun 2011 23:59:06 -0400

I am a happy person. I enjoy much. I have good days often. But I know it’s been a truly wonderful day when I go to bed and can’t stop smiling, because all I’m able to think about are the events that transpired throughout the day. Today I spent some much-needed time with a lifelong friend- and by lifelong, I don’t mean that I’ve known him for very long (only two years, which isn’t a very long time if you look at how long we live); I mean that he will be my friend for the rest of my life and even after we’re both gone. My dear friend, please always remember that you will forever have a home in my heart, where you can come for sanctuary, rest, love, and tossing frisbees. I love you with all that I am.. no forgetting. I will see you in December, my pet; until then, please be safe and miss me.

Another reason for my bedtime smiling: I am full of hope, full to the brim, full to the point of spontaneous happiness that one can see spreading across my freckled face. I just have this feeling that I can’t really describe, so I guess I’ll just talk to the Lord about it and see what He thinks. You see, I have this plan, and God has a plan, too, and it would be AWESOME if these two plans were the same! Know what I mean? Either way, I know that His plan is better than mine and will turn out to be more than any plan I could have come up with, so I’ll just have to wait and see. As of right now, however, I’ve got this great hope that I’m going to hold onto and see where it takes me. I’m tying it around me, like you would tie a balloon to a child’s wrist so he won’t lose it. I’m tying it tight and I’m not letting go until my Father leads me to where I’m meant to be, because He knows where he’s taking me. He’s bigger than me, and He knows the way, so I’m gonna close my eyes and hold tight to my hope and trust. Here we go.

AHAHA

Thu, 12 May 2011 18:12:23 -0400

AHAHA

Story of my life.

Wed, 11 May 2011 22:21:17 -0400

Story of my life.

thedailywhat: Meta Photobomb of the Day: Old and Busted:...

Sun, 08 May 2011 14:07:49 -0400

thedailywhat:

Meta Photobomb of the Day: Old and Busted: Photobombing others. New Hotness: Photobombing yourself.

HA.